"IF I JUST " explores the life of a woman in midlife,
haunted by the emotional scars of acidic past relationships.
She embarks on a transformative healing journey, confronting her deepest fears, emotional turmoil, and societal prejudices.
As she navigates this path, she addresses her desire for validation,
a yearning deeply rooted in her inner child.
Her journey involves learning to reframe her internal dialogue, shifting her stories from her head to her heart, and rebuilding trust.
She grapples with obsessive-compulsive patterns and behaviors,
along with a profound fear of hurting others' feelings.
Through this profound self-exploration, she ultimately reclaims
her self-worth, inner peace, and freedom.
If I Just
A Transformative Drama Series Project, We are calling you to join us in bringing a powerful narrative to life—a story that delves deep into the human spirit, exploring themes of healing, self-discovery, and the profound impact of conditional thinking.
The Drama Series's Vision: "If I Just" intertwines role-playing and real-life scenarios to evoke intense emotions like sadness, frustration, and the struggle to let go. The journey is depicted through abstract and poignant scenes, illustrating inner turmoil and eventual healing. The series’s textured and layered approach blends real-life conversations, internal monologues, and visual storytelling, creating a rich and artistic portrayal of her journey.
A Unique Cinematic Experience: Described as a “Narrative Collage Drama,” the series merges role-playing techniques, layered narratives, voice-overs, and poetic elements to create a multifaceted and probing experience. Humor, bloopers, and lighter moments contrast with intense scenes, enhancing realism and emotional impact.
The Story: The journey alternates between role-playing and real-life scenarios, revealing the protagonist's progress as she learns to let go of unhelpful patterns and seeks relationships that genuinely support her growth. The resolution showcases her healing and newfound clarity, allowing her to plan a renewed spiritual path. The ending conveys ongoing work and eternal progress, celebrating her readiness to embrace a new chapter with joy and resilience.
BEHIND THE SCENES COMPILED GLIMPSE OF LUMINA’S
Clarification on Footage: This project will shoot new footage to capture the ongoing journey authentically. The drama series centers on the transformative experiences and healing process, highlighting real and raw moments.
The title "If I Just" encapsulates the narrative's intricate dynamics of emotional manipulation, self-doubt, and hope.
The word "if" serves as a linchpin, holding significant power in the context of emotional abuse and relational dynamics. It creates a web of conditional hope, fostering confusion and perpetuating unhealthy behaviors. These scenarios illustrate how "if" can be used to manipulate, instill self-doubt, and sustain unhealthy relationships. Recognizing these patterns helps individuals to break free and embark on a path of healing and self-empowerment. This narrative highlights the subtle and often painful intricacies of conditional hope and manipulation.
For instance, sentiments like "If you loved me, you would agree with everything I say," or "If you were a better mother, the children would want to stay with you," show how deeply conditional love can shape one's self-perception. Statements such as "If you didn’t make me angry, I wouldn't have to yell" further illustrate how emotional manipulation can distort reality.
"Self-doubt and guilt often plague those entangled in such dynamics. Internal dialogues might sound like, "If only I were a better partner, things would be different," or "If I could keep the peace better, maybe things wouldn't escalate." These thoughts reveal the personal turmoil and misplaced responsibility individuals often carry.
Conversely, the manipulator's perspective is laden with justifications that shift responsibility. Assertions such as "If you loved me enough, you wouldn't need me to change," illustrate the refusal to take accountability.
Healing has to start somewhere
Cancer is a terrifying word, when I found out I had breast cancer back in June 2019, it quickly shifted my priorities. There was an immediate sense of motivation to focus on taking care of myself and knew It was time to make the changes I had deeply wanted to make for many years, yet I struggled to find the time or allow myself the space to honor those self-care principals, as a mum and mutable business owner I always put my needs last and took care of all the people around me first.
I was told “You just received the cancer card”, I knew It was a gift!
I wanted this out of my body however it had to happen, I was more than willing to do the work and make the changes necessary.
My journey began, and it’s been one massive ongoing stormy deep sea dive into a bottomless ocean of possibilities, immense growth combined with tumultuous challenges of self-discovery.
During the process pre and post-op, I kept an open dialogue with my kids to remove any fear or shame around being sick, normalizing the removal of a breast and talking possibly about any potential risks for future outcomes. Even though I knew I “totally got this!”
They continued to lovingly and comfort me with, “Don’t worry, Mum, you don’t need that now, it no longer serves you.
Both women and men are dealing more and more with positive cancer cells. I believe breast cancer is a combination of malignant DNA, environmental exposures, and more than anything, a stored emotional trauma that is suppressed and then stored in the body’s cells, which will become more and more acidic and pressurized.
it will inevitably convert to DIS-EASE
INNER PRO- FOUND HEALING = ACTIVE LOOKING WITHIN.
My drive and passion to seek a deeper more authentic life is one I want to share with an audience to empower others to pursue their own inner self-love journey’s and begin to lead with self-worthy belief systems that elevates optimal health and true freedom.
To focus on truly loving ourselves first quantifiable benefits for all our children’s futures
ShAma shAma, Scosha
Discover the Emotional Heart of "If I Just"
By supporting our project, you are helping us bring
these powerful moments in life
We are thrilled to share an exclusive glimpse into
the emotional depth of our drama series, "If I Just"
This preview scene captures the essence of Lumina's transformative journey, highlighting her struggles and resilience.
A Heartfelt Thank You
Your unwavering belief in the transformative power of this project
is received with the highest gratitude.
Together, we can create a narrative that touches hearts,
ignites change, and inspires courage.
Our Goal: $500,000
We aim to raise $US500,000.00 to cover the following expenses
Administrative Assistance
Casting, Pitch, and Materials
Contingency Fund
Digital Tools and Storage
Ergonomic Workspace Setup
Event Submission Fees
Insurance, Permits, and Licenses
Lawyers, Advisors, Logistics, and Communication
Location Scouting and Permits
Marketing and Public Relations
Production Creative (designing, creation team)
Production Studio Fees
Professional Script Editor
Project Coordination
Rental Car, Flights
Script Development
Software and Tools
Sound Design and Music Licensing
Visual Editing Enhancements
Wardrobe and Costume Design
STRETCH GOALS
When our campaign exceeds its initial funding target, we have exciting stretch goals planned to enhance the project further:
$540,000: Enhanced production quality with additional equipment.
$580,000: Expanded outreach and marketing to reach a larger audience.
REWARDS AND INCENSICES
Scosha Offering Online Only Jewelry Gift Certificate Valid for 1 year
Scosha & Emmanuelle
Emmanuelle's Self-Love Offerings Online in Zoom Valid for 1 year
$250 Self-Love Downloadable PDF + 90-Minute Self-Love Zoom Session
Digital/fillable/printable guide and a 90-minute Zoom self-love session with Emmanuelle.
$500 Personalized Journal + 90-Minute Self-Love Zoom Session
Personalized introduction journal and a 2x 90-minute self-love Zoom session with Emmanuelle.
$1,000 Personalized Journal + 3x Self-Love Zoom Sessions
Personalized journal along with five 90-minute Zoom sessions with Emmanuelle.
Exclusive Empowerment Experience
$5,000 Personalized Journal + Virtual 2-Day Seminar of 6 hours/day with Emmanuelle on Zoom Privately on Self-Love Guidance
By contributing to our fundraiser, you enable us to produce scenes like this,
capturing the intricate emotional landscape of Lumina's journey.
Your support helps us highlight the universal themes of self-discovery and healing,
resonating deeply with audiences.
Giving Back: In gratitude, 1% of the funds will be donated to:
The Olivia Newton-John Cancer Research Institute https://www.onjcri.org.au/support-us/
UNICEF USA for Children's Education https://www.unicefusa.org/what-unicef-does/childrens-education
Rewards Fulfillment Plan
Production Timeline:
Jewelry Pieces: Each piece will be handcrafted by Scosha and her team. Production will begin immediately after the campaign ends, with an estimated completion time of 1-4 weeks.
Discovery Cards and Journals: These will be designed and printed within 3-4 weeks post-campaign.
Zoom Sessions and Retreats: Scheduling will commence immediately upon campaign completion, with sessions starting within the first month up to 3 months
Quality Control: Each item will undergo rigorous quality checks to meet our high standards before being packaged and shipped.
Packaging: Packaging to ensure safe delivery while minimizing our environmental impact.
Shipping: We will partner with reliable shipping services to ensure timely and secure delivery. Backers will receive tracking information once their rewards are shipped.
Customer Support: A dedicated support team will be available to address any concerns or questions from backers regarding their rewards.
Social Media and Marketing Plan
We plan to share regular updates on social media and encourage our backers to spread the word.
Follow us on INSTAGRAM for the latest news and updates. We will also run targeted ad campaigns to reach a broader audience and engage with communities interested in personal growth and self-love.
Additional Visuals
High-quality visuals can greatly enhance the appeal of the campaign page:
Professional Photos: High-resolution images of Scosha's jewelry, discovery cards, journals, and other rewards.
Behind-the-Scenes Shots: Photos and videos of the team, production processes, and the Bali retreat location.
Emotional Visuals: Images and clips that capture the essence of the transformative journey, showcasing emotional and powerful moments.
Risks and Challenges
We acknowledge the challenges in developing this project and are committed to addressing them head-on.
Our team is experienced and prepared to navigate any obstacles that arise. Potential challenges include:
Production Delays
We have contingency plans in place to handle unexpected delays.
Budget Constraints: We are committed to transparent financial management and will adjust our plans to stay within budget.
Audience Engagement
We will actively engage with our backers and supporters to maintain interest and support throughout the project.